Resolutions?new year resolutions
- get more than one guy to flirt with xp
- earn more and save more
- get better grands
- still stuck at m'sia with u all my dearest frens
- get car
lessen- work harder and party harder
- happier person
- a new hair style
- try harder on not to think the best out of most ppl
- try harder on hmm... not to contain ppl that much
- love myself more =)
i have loved and hated u 2008.
i'm counting the blessing i am but turn out i cant really rmb much of my happy moment..
boohooohate u for all the rubbish altho i always believe that god will only give us wat he thinks and knows wat is best and wat we can handle
but no doubt it will also cost alot in return in order to build character, personalities, etc etc.
i just hope 2009 will be a happier and better one than 2008.
2008 u suck! lol
-+:+-
i have been telling myself, forcing myself, brainwashing myself that
in order to meet the right one is to leave the wrong one.so ya,
ah-hem right one (or next one) where the hell are u?
u better come right into my face fast! =.=
i know of someone who rather stick with the partner even tho she knows he doesnt seen like the one at all. i wish her all the best coz even her bf's best fren couldnt keep up his logical side of him much, how about u gal? she taking the risk
(even her frens agreed on this)and i think i would say thank God mine is over for good...
its still hurt i wont deny but wat else can we do?
but to turn away and reduce as much pain as possible. its sad of coz, the person once so close and now? the perfect stranger? lol
frens are all surprised bout us breaking up,
hmm i guess. we both just sort of lied to ouself or close one eye on each other at if everything was fine.
we gave up so much on each other and i thank God again that it wasnt too late to take all back.
it wont be easy to seek the next one coz the precious one click to me so well that we both tot thats it, no point seeking any more.
sigh oh God u better be fair!! :( and send the next one fast and much more better k? -.-
so i guess thats it for u 2008, my last and truly.
-+:+-
im starting my work tmr ><
wish me all the best........
Labels: chapters, job, life journey, resolutions
10:56 PM
Merry Christmas!
i just heard the fireworks outside my window
but when i reach out to the window i cant see a single thing.
this is the most uneventful and lonely Christmas i ever had,
even tho i met back alot of old churchmates.
and all my KL methodist mates still think im a methodist member.
yes i was one loyal and faithful member but lefted.
hmm, old memory but good ones. =)
Good news is that i got the job,
hopefully people of Malaysia will be really supportive to give feedbacks.
then i can earn more money LOL.
Merry Christmas folks! =)
i wont pray that i could see u tmr,
wont wanna put up my hope,
and blame myself for the disappointment again.
Labels: chapters, Christmas, job
12:02 AM
Too Free..
didnt went out yesterday and today..
im the only person among my gal frens that is on hols.
and it suck big time!!
and i finally i got a call from one of the job application that i applied.
pray for me that i'll get the job.
it's super near my coll and i think the pay is not bad too.
take care. xoxo
Labels: chapters, job
10:34 PM