It's Over.
honestly, im glad its over too.
i never had the courage to tell u how i truly feel.
hui is right,
if a person truly lover another,
he wouldnt want her to go tru it alone,
whether its tru pain or happiness.
i wouldnt want to become who u wish i will become
coz i wouldnt want to watch one of my fav movie,
A Walk To Remember and stone all the way tru
coz u think we shouldnt be emotional.
and how ironic that
one of the reasons i fall for u bcoz u almost cried for A bridge to Terabithia.
i wouldnt wanna go tru it anymore
if one of ur family member keep making decision for u
or not giving us the blessing.
u can say all u want that we click or watever
but if u cant accept even my smallest flaws and weaknesses
and go tru it with me while im hoping to be a better person.
its just selfish and not a single bit love available.
at the right moment i didnt cried,
im sure u're glad to hear that.
but pain was all over me,
all the good times just fade away
and left all my regrets. u know wat i meant.
i was too afraid to let go someone close and dear to me
but NO!
i deserve someone who truly love, care and accept the person that i am.
or at least will go tru watever happen or journey with me.
thank u and good bye.
im glad i realize this soon enough,
and for the journey of knowing myself better.
Labels: chapters, life journey
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